| | Today has been a frustrating day. I realized awhile ago that I along with many of my other friends are simply NGs. Nice Guys for the unknowing. I have grown tired of it to be honest. It feels like a fruitless attempt to breathe life back into chivalry. Its also frustrating when things fall apart around you, especially the people you spend time with. When you start losing those people how do you fill those gaps? I hate this situation I am in, I feel as if I am playing with another person's cards, which is unfair but thats just how life is. I can't be upset though I mean I am the one who is ultimately deciding to remain in the situation that I am in. It sucks when you try really hard to do things and cheer somebody up but it doesn't really do anything, but they are willing to seem more open with other people it honestly makes you wonder what you did wrong. At the same time you need to take a drink of sobriety and try to understand that person is simply just being honest with you and showing you that they aren't where they want to be, so at the end of the day you just have to put up with the situation. Maybe thats why I am staying up sitting on your bed to show you that I got your back and that I understand that today has been a rough day, and I guess its cool that you don't recognize that since you usually do an amazing job of recognizing me.
What I have come to realize that the best way to live life to be nearly satisifed with every situation is to expect nothing from anybody. Expect to be let down at every turn and that all your individual efforts will be neglected by even the people that are the closest to you. Once you've been let down enough you come to accept that is fact, and that everybody will let you down one way or the other. So if you don't expect anything you can't be let down thus maintaining some level of consistency. Now only if I could take my own damn advice.
Let me know
Do I still got time to grow?
Things ain't always set in stone
That being known let me know
Let me
Seems like street lights glowing
Happen to be just like moments passing in front of me
So I hopped in the cab and
I paid my fares
See I know my destination
But I'm just not there
All the streetlights glowing
Happen to be
Just like moments passing
In front of me
So I hopped in the cab and
I paid my fare
See I know my destination
But I'm just not there
In the streets... In the streets
I'm just not there
In the streets
I'm just not there
Life's just not fair
Seems like street lights glowing
Happen to be just like moments passing in front of me
So I hopped in the cab and
I paid my fares
See I know my destination
But I'm just not there
All the streetlights glowing
Happen to be
Just like moments passing
In front of me
So I hopped in the cab and
I paid my fare
See I know my destination
But I'm just not there
All the streetlights glowing
Happen to be
Just like moments passing
In front of me
So I hopped in the cab and
I paid my fare
See I know my destination
But I'm just not there
In the streets... In the streets
I'm just not there
In the streets
I'm just not there
Life's just not fair
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